Mess
I’ve tried running from the mess I made.
The mess I made inside my head.
I pretend that it isn’t there,
It doesn’t exist; the mess I made.
I smile, laugh and go outside,
While the mess I made becomes a clutter.
I snap and cry and become someone else,
While the mess I made spills out into the world.
No matter how hard I try I cannot contain it.
I’ve tried running from the mess I made.
The mess I made inside my head.
But the mess I made, is built for marathons.
I can only do a sprint.
-A.L.Tucker